June 2010
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I told somebody today
And not just anybody. I told boyfriend, in a breakdown I had, where he first had no idea what I was talking about. I told him about a problem I kept hidden from him for as long as we’ve been together, cause I was so afraid he would be angy, or disappointed. I lied about this to him, all the times before, where he’d ask if I was sure I didn’t want anything, if I really...
About high school and masks
Some days, most days really, though it’s most often hidden underneath something, I miss high school. Ours wasn’t one like you might see in America, all people mixed, but rather it was only those smart enough to eventually do their a-levels that attended. A bona fide gymnasium, a classical school, where either Latin or Ancient Greek were obligatory.
This little clique I was in was...
Well done there. Get home. Binge. Feel sick.
I think I will go and hide underneath my bed until I’m skinny like a board.
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Note to self
Stick to the things you agreed to do with counsellor.
Stop lying about doing something, while you didn’t. It only makes people angry, like you’re afraid they will be.
Be honest to councelors and psychs.
Be honest to yourself.
Be honest about what you do or don’t think.
Be more considerate of the people who love you.
Try eating healthily, instead of restricting,...
Are there any diet pills in england?
forever-thin:
Let me know if you know :) and heyy new followers :D i followed you all back :) Today i have only eaten 617 cals :)
There’s Adios, Alli (but that’s when you actually eat something) and that’s my extensive knowledge about dietpills in England. But I suppose they’ll just be in one area in Boots or the like.
forever-thin started following you
Hey there. Thanks for the follow.
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Hi thur
My name’s not really Layla, I just enjoy being called Layla. I once was a Layla, but that was in a play, regardless, just call me Layla. I’m nearing 21, which means I’m supposed to be all grown up soon, but I’m far from. I got into shit some four years ago, which is when I started dieting, in the process of those four years fucking up my metabolism. I’m pretty much...